Things are REALLY shaping up to be PRETTY ODD

Ahh, "prom" night by ~Danni-cj on deviantART

One of the most worst but best nights ever. :) I miss being a junior.

So anyway, I had a really un-holy but fun and boring week. Without Ryan and Jon to talk to. No Spencer to help out, things are getting boring. *sigh*

Last night, I went to the church to have my sins confessed and pay my pilmirage since it was Good Friday. So yeah, I was a loud mouth so some people got annoyed with me. A photographer, an old lady, and the priest I went to. So after saying my sins I asked him some questions about the existence of God (I have doubts) and he got pissed and told me to read more, pray more, have faith....yadayada....The most outstanding quote I'll never ever forget from him last night was "GO STUDY AND READ THEOLOGY AND PHILOSOPHY" XDDD

It was awesome. So, I also talked to God last night. First time ever after a LONG LONG WHILE of being a "non-believer". Wow. I told him about Panic and Fall Out Boy. How I told him a lot of times about how jerky he was....and other stuff. It made me feel better, increased my faith a little, but there's still a part of me holding on to the "IS THERE REALLY A GOD?" list.

Being a Catholic is confusing.


HAPPY ADVANCE EASTER SUNDAY! (and 22nd bday to Bden Urie!)


- C.J.

P.s. The Cab! The most awesome Fueled by Ramen band I listened. Next to Panic :)

Plans

Lately rain seems to be falling from the heavens.

Anyway, last Wednesday, after having a ridiculously boring afternoon, my aunt invited us to have dinner at Dencio's below Araneta Coliseum as an after-graduation party my cousin had. So pretty much, I was pissed knowing I'M IN THE PLACE where PATD and FOB had their concerts and wasn't able to go to. Other than eating Sisig and Garlic Rice, I actually drank "beer" for the first time.....It was f*cking horrible. It was blue, and LOOKED delicious....so my mom gave me the glass...and I ended up drinking half her glass and dizzy on the way home. Other than that drink, I got a headache, and threw up 2 hours later while everyone was asleep and slept at 3 am. Just goes to show that BEER is never gonna be on my best beverages.

Okay, so next week, I'll be out of town the whole week I think. Excluding Monday and Tuesday, cause I'll be at school paying my debts and shits in order to get my report card. F*ck. My family and I are going north of Manila. Or south. Not sure. Still choosing, Subic Pampanga...Tagaytay Batangas. I actually wanted to go to Bagiou cause it's coold and has a lot of haunted legends but my mom was doubtful of me cuz.........I might get into trouble. LOL.

And after Brendon Urie's bday, 10 days after that, we'll be going south to the Visayan Region to visit my dad's heritage. He already booked flights for that, so no turning back. Guess this means, I'm in the WITCH hunting season again. Heard lots of aswangs and vampire legends. :D Hope I can catch some!

Wow. I already started reviewing for my College exams. And Math is pure hell. F*ck these Algebra solution. I've always wondered how the hell can i love Geometry when I almost failed Algebra 2 times last last year? Tsk. I'm so weird. Haha

"Only Crazy People find love with me."
- Crazy People
The Wreckers


Country music is love. :)