A New Perspective

What is Perspective?

According to Wikipedia, "context of vision and visual perception, is the way in which objects appear to the eye based on their spatial attributes".

According to my other self, Perspective is a new goal on which you want to achieve. Something you always see, and something you can always feel."

Today, has made me realize that my perspective of this world has always been mixed with the world of my own. A mixture of fantasy and reality that I can't always easily explain and understand. I'm crazy it seems. Or one may say it's just the effect of drinking too much coffee 4 months ago. But, it's always been that way since the morning I woke to a new life 4 years ago on the 20th of May 2006.

"I wanna live a life from a New Perspective"

It seems early, but my adviser told my mother how much of a good and responsible student I have been these days. Just listening to the words, it seems that I changed a lot since I realized a lot of things in my life. From the time I had a doubt of faith, to having a new perspective of who I am and what I want.

I had just listened to a snippet of "New Perspective" by Panic! at the Disco. (which gave me an idea to write this update) The song or...snippet that will be featured on Megan Fox's new movie "Jennifer's Body" is about falling in love....says my source and my friend. Ha, ha....doesn't even seems to be.... IS Brendon Urie in love? That is her question.....Keep dreaming sweetheart.

I have a lot of stuff to do this week. I'll be memorizing Martin Luther King's "I Have a Dream" excerpt speech that will be presented next next week. Our annual food sale on Tuesday, a quiz on Trigonometry on Monday about those functional terms and a project in Health due next month. So far, I'm getting better at both relaxing and balancing these things on my head and my hands.

Damn, I also have a feature article due on August 3 about "Colonial Mentality". And to think I thought we wouldn't have our classes on Monday because of the State of the Nation Address. *sigh*

Yesterday also was hell. Glad that it was over. We didn't have time to finish the section logo and my poster look like sh*t. (lol) ALL BECAUSE OF A STUPID COMPUTER THAT TAKES 5-10 MINUTES TO BE CLICKED AT.

"Stop there and let me correct it."

It takes patience to learn something. I'm letting things go by freely these 4 years being an experienced high schooler. It took me 2 years to learn that God doesn't give me things that quickly. I don't have to blame him for my mistakes because I know it's free will at work here. I love that guy because he gave me a "new perspective" on life. I'll have to stop here and let HIM correct my mistakes. He wants us to live life from a new perspective. And I love him for that.

Reader, i may not know what I want from my perspective, but I know what I NEED.

♥Happy weekends.
~Cj