Can we fast forward to go down on me?

I watched time fall into separate pieces of memories I would cherish.

Today, is very...well normal. Just doing my Economics homework and listening to the full song version and single called "New Perspective" by Panic! at the Disco.

So I have a lot of projects to do for the month of August, I'm gonna have to make everyone in our group to have the practice on Saturday to avoid the humiliating pain and embarrassment I felt last year.

The quiz on Trigonometry was half-bad and half-good. Lost the time to answer the questions at the end. Bull----.

Food Sale was a success, I was told that we earned like 9,000 pesos yesterday. :) It was stressful, but worthy.

....Is it me, or was there a sexual reference in the song? .....

.....So much love songs.....

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I don't exactly know who I am. It's weird. I don't know myself. I don't have amnesia. I have trouble figuring out what I want in my choices. My friends say they know me ALL TOO WELL. The emo who writes for absolutely no reason. The kid who does it all.

Yet, they really don't know me as much as I don't know myself. How can I fast forward on me?

People dislike me because of things I do. Because the way I look, the way I act. It's easy to judge someone whom you don't know. It's bullshit.

"Because If I continue watching, I'll lose the traits that worry me"

I'd live a life of solitude if I want them to shut their mouths. My friends would go watch and protect me for who i am. I hate it. I hate people protecting me because it makes me feel helpless and pitiful. I HATE being pitied. It's sh*t. I try to be proud of what I do and try to learn from my mistakes.

.....Because I wanna be praise from a new perspective.

And I don't wanna live a life that used to be comprehensive.