One of these Days

Yeah. Ain't it sweet? That pic was taken like last Christmas....and I miss my aunt who tokk the picture now.

Lately, I've been a mess especially in my own mind. My brain cannot focus at one thought without being interrupted by a vision of falling meteors or a huge tidal wave about to aim right at me. Ahh god.

I haven't updated much because I've been taking a month of here. But I've been adventurous lately, so I spent much of this summer vacation going out of town. Hopefully I can go back to my mother's province before school.

Let's see, I've been to the famous La Mesa Dam. Yeah, I climbed 112th steps just to see a huge barren filled with water. Bo-ring but cool. As I came down those steps I kept singing "Pas De Cheval" by Panic at the Disco causing me to almost had another case of asthma. Dad also made me go to this boat-thing, which reminded me of the music video "That Green Gentleman"...I couldn't actually enjoy that part because I keep thinking of Ryan, Jon and Spencer. I've missed them all too much.

The other day my parents and us went to Tieera Purra. It's a whole private pool resort in Bulacan. It's a 2 hour drive so, i spent the whole of it sleeping and trying to clearly take my mind off of things that should not be thoUght of. Anyway, when we got there, I was pissed...I hate swimming. I never tried to, but still hated it. Anyway, my mother almsot made a scene if I hadn't changed into my shorts and shirt and dive in....so, dived I did. It took me 3 seconds to realize I have hydrophobia. Truth to be told, that was the wrost day ever. God. I'll never go back in the waters again.

Other things that happened? Well, my grandfather's sister just died yesterday, and I didn't know her that much so I felt a little guilty. Still, sad. My mom and sister went to her burial last night at St. Peter's Chapel and bought us ice cream when they got home. Mother told me how aunt Cel was smiling even though she was dead. Dad was freaked out. Ha, ha.

So anyway, that's about it. I'm currently writing a new version of dAventures. And if Ryan is reading this, I had a dream of you the other night. I guess we're still classmates....i hope.

Brendon Urie, please stop appearing in my dreams! God. THE WORST DREAMS HAPPEN LATETLY BECAUSE YOU AND RYAN ROSS WE'RE SHOT! IN THE HEAD! MY GOD!

Jon's right, I should lay off caffeine.