Things are REALLY shaping up to be PRETTY ODD

Ahh, "prom" night by ~Danni-cj on deviantART

One of the most worst but best nights ever. :) I miss being a junior.

So anyway, I had a really un-holy but fun and boring week. Without Ryan and Jon to talk to. No Spencer to help out, things are getting boring. *sigh*

Last night, I went to the church to have my sins confessed and pay my pilmirage since it was Good Friday. So yeah, I was a loud mouth so some people got annoyed with me. A photographer, an old lady, and the priest I went to. So after saying my sins I asked him some questions about the existence of God (I have doubts) and he got pissed and told me to read more, pray more, have faith....yadayada....The most outstanding quote I'll never ever forget from him last night was "GO STUDY AND READ THEOLOGY AND PHILOSOPHY" XDDD

It was awesome. So, I also talked to God last night. First time ever after a LONG LONG WHILE of being a "non-believer". Wow. I told him about Panic and Fall Out Boy. How I told him a lot of times about how jerky he was....and other stuff. It made me feel better, increased my faith a little, but there's still a part of me holding on to the "IS THERE REALLY A GOD?" list.

Being a Catholic is confusing.


HAPPY ADVANCE EASTER SUNDAY! (and 22nd bday to Bden Urie!)


- C.J.

P.s. The Cab! The most awesome Fueled by Ramen band I listened. Next to Panic :)