Summer is just sh*t...

Today is just a boring day. So far, nothing awesome happened. Usual daily routines like, wake-up, chores, sleep, watch tv, sound-tripping and other stuff no one can relate to.

My younger brother just graduated from elementary but so far, he hasn't graduated from pre-school yet. I woke up late today because i had a weird dream again, something like having a normal day at my classroom when Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie of Panic at the Disco came in. So far, that was the most normal dream I had. The worst was the time when some guy shot Brendon on the head at school in front of me. Yep, weird dreams suck.

Summer, is just shit. I miss going to school. I'm not a nerd, I hate studying Math and Chemistry, and I certainly am a known trouble maker at Religion Class. But, I miss making jokes with my classmates, talk non-stop with my best girlfriends, "Ryan", "Jon" and "Spencer". I miss raising my "post-cards" to the other side of the room. I miss running at the front row, pass notes, make cruel jokes at the teachers and the chilly weather inside the room. Junior year flies by so fast, I didn't even think it would end that soon. This June 2009, I would start a new life, a new step and my last year of happiness.


College entrance exams, My reviewers, that diploma, and that school I'll be entering just makes me feel like I'm a crazed up adult, where in fact I'm only 14 who hasn't even thought of getting a job yet. A fourteen year old girl, who is addicted to the deliciously grinded Nescafe coffee, who finds time to write in her blogs, who writes songs, and dreams a lot. I'd miss that.

Dad's taking us to dinner as a graduation gift to my brother. I'll probably be dreaming again. *sigh*


Hoping I could visit "Ryan" tomorrow. I miss her. :(

Have a nice day everybody.
C.j.

your ordinary, pessimistic loser... .