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Weightless at the moment.

Finished half-part of the year with a minor exam...I should be doing something worth-living. The question is if I should remain obsessed with Fueled by Ramen bands and toy kingdom or actually live up the full responsibility of being a graduating high school student.

Any ideas on how to start?

2009

2009.

Was the best, the worst...and it taught me a lot. Upon recollecting the shit and crap I went through last 12.00 mn on the morning of January 1st, while listening to the song "Saturday", I noticed I learned a lot:

1. Life is full of ironies (e.g. Winning the Bible Quiz, My annoyance and love for Mr. Ryan Ross and other bull shit I need not to talk about)

2. Senior year is full of vanity crap and fun.

3. College entrance examinations is full of crap especially when Universities hold them all in a month in the first few months of Senior Year. (bull shit)

4. People who thinks you're a huge problem to their lives has serious problems with theirselves.

5. I love my George :)

6. Shane Valdez is hilarious, cute and amazing. The best director I've ever heard of. :)

7. English makes life a living hell when you don't do your requirements under certain circumstances.

8. SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR IS IMPORTANT. Really.

9. I need glasses badly.

10. Learn to keep my mouth shut...on purpose.

Yes...2009. I love it. I love that year, that I may need a time machine to fix my mistakes and wish they never existed. I love this year because I grew up and moved to a new me, a new house, a new life.

I realize that I need to let go of a lot of things and people need to let go of me. It's been hard, but it's the best. I conquered my fears and learned to appriciate the given facts of life. I learned not to be shy and to stand up and let my emotions and thought be heard.

And maybe that's the reason I hate New Year's Eve. I hate letting go of the past year's events and moving on to a new year of crap and bullshit, of glory and happiness of new blessings and failed hope. But that's how it's suppose to be. And that's the way the cookie's suppose to crumble. I need to deal with that.

Happy New Year.

Leaving Back for Good.

Hello. World.

Lately, I haven't had the time to update, or in a sense, I got bored and lazy to update. I've been pretty busy these days and the most highlighted one is the whole writing process of the script for our one-act play, finishing my first episode (which btw took me 5 hours to write) and my 3 chapters of A Story of a Girl.

I miss writing in dA but unfortunately nothing lasts forever. One must leave something behind in order to move on to the next level. And one of it is leaving a home you once seeked refuge in. Yes, I do "work" in a new home now. It's called Panic! at the Disco's official forum. Yes. I'm currently happy there.

I also went on a retreat with my class like 2 weeks ago. To say the least that, nothing really changed much in the class, but at lease I'm seeing much nicer people who used to ignore me. :)
I guess I also had an increase of faith in God which brings me back to the light side...for now. Besides the bad food there, I also got 2 hours of sleep and no shampoo. Yeah, and my mom got late in picking me up from school when we got home. Thanks Mom.

A lot of pressure. I'm taking an entrance examination on the University of Santo Tomas on Sunday, script due tomorrow afternoon, a Math quiz that's as long as the Book of the Dead, projects next week, our one-act play group presentation on the 11th and songfest on the 5th. Wow.

Speaking of school, I really hope that they'll be releasing our paper (damn it) this Christmas. I've worked and sacrificed my sleep to pass those things. *sigh*

I might do a year-end list for everything I screwed up and accomplished this year. Really.

What About Me?!

I feel left out. :(


Apparently, exams are over (for now) and yet everybody's busy talking about College Entrance Examinations.....


WHAT ABOUT ME?!













*sigh* College is a long way up there but is only a quarter short from where I'm standing. Mom says I'll catch up on December for the exams UST, CEU and wherever the wind blows. But come on, I feel pressured by the fact that everyone says I may not qualify. Argghhhh


I haven't even turned 15 yet. For all the teeners out there who are so grossed with their boyfriends, facebook friends and sex, here I am worrying about my college entrance exams, grades and Ryan Ross' fucked up song. Life has its double knocked up on me.



OTHER NEWS:



HELL YES! Jennifer's Body is out on Wednesday! (about time it got here T_T) Although I'm excited yet scared to watch it (my mentality is at stake) I loved the posters. :D I even have the soundtrack on my iPod (*NEW PERSPECTIVE*) :)

Ryan and the rest are gonna watch while I'm stuck on a road trip going back home. Damn it. Speaking of home, I was just finishing packing up my clothes and drawings this morning. Yep, I'm moving to a new house. :D About time I finally get a room. Haha.

P.S. I just cheated on an exam. Or in this case, I just let somebody else cheat on me. Nice trick. I can't believe cheating is fun. Especially when the smart genuises are copying on your paper. XD
Note to self: ONLY LET SMART PEOPLE CHEAT.

Good day.

Looking Up to Looking Forward

Simple things can lead to perfect disasters.


Dear reader,

We can't keep on ignoring Nature's silent anger. As a witness to the horrific vengeance and anger of Mama Nature, I can almost say we're on the point of nearing a drastic climatic change if we keep on doing this. So please, small things like saving a piece of paper will save us.

Half of the north is beneath the muddy waters and people are desperate for food. I don't wanna be a pessimist, but helping each other would be a great start. Be an optimist for once. Always keep a bright way out for us.

And damn it this month. Exams and projects are driving me crazy. It's only a matter of time before I blow up from pressure.

Life has a way of ruining myself from me.

Good day.

Calm Before Storm: Part II

Good evening.

Today is officially the worst day yet somewhat lucky too.

First off our school decided to continue and head on with the plan for the Family Day just this morning. I decided to head on to school as early as 7 to help my teacher and George prepare our section's vegetable salad. Although it gave my left hand a bruise, I still had fun talking to them. :)

So, then we took the veggies to the covered court which was continualy soaked with rain. And damn it for making us go to school in the storm. Me and George decided to stay along just roaming around when we could have gone home and avoided being soaked in the rain. So, yeah it took us 2 hours to realize that, just when the rain reached its highest peak.

Off we go. Just outside school, we decided to take a taxi, knowing that the floods were already high enough for me to use a boat. And since the road back to my place has been closed down, I have no choice but to stay in George's house for the night. (Bongacious sleepover XD) Mom and Dad called and told me to stay here for a while until the floods subside.

We were lucky we were able to make it at her house wet and damaged but alive.

And here I am worrying over my puppy, my family if they're safe and sound like I am. *sigh*

I miss them already. Hoping I can go home tomorrow. George is asleep already. I guess i better do too. G'night world.

~Cj